HAPPY VALENTINES PEOPLE(: even mi bed has hearts prints all over it.. HAHA..

thanks everyone for the gifts letters wishes yadayada.. special thanks to ms alicea tan wei wei( the sweet n short letter nevertheless brought out the frenship we haf shared for the past 1 year 1 month 14 days(: n yaa.. i tot jasmin's letter was SO CUTE.. i tink she's such a camwhore.. i was reading n reading halfway... den i saw the contents asking mi to flip over.. den i flip n i was like!@#$ LOL!!! n i burst out laughing..

other den dat.. i abstained frm giving a single guy presents.. besides mi mortal cos he gave mi dis big thing which made every1 ard mi go WHOA.. aniwaes im still feeling guilty towards mi mortals.. cos firstly.. i find writing to dem boh liao.. n i nver buy presents for dem! im so sorryy=PP


wells.. every1 is telling mi i seem sad... honestly speaking.. im feeling okay lah, fret nots.. chia jaime told mi.. "u're veri idealistic.. yet at the same time becos of ur life experiences.. u've become very cynical towards the things ard you.. "
how true.. honestly speaking.. i find miself crying these for no reasons.. i dno wad is bothering mi.. or mayb i noe but i jus dont wna face it..
sumtimes certain things i exp.. make mi feel like an ultimate loser.. i feel like shit n i so cant wait to dig out dat feeling outta me.. sumtimes.. i wish i had the willingness to jus borrow someone's shoulder n cry mi hearts out.. the loser feeling in mi is so overwhelming sumtimes dat i burst out in tears suddenly cos i so cant take it n the frustration in mi is building up.. yet i cant express it out properly.. irritatingly irritating honestly speaking.. actly u noe hu's dat person hu can set ur heart at ease..

sia lah.. i serioulsy dno it's telepathy or wad.. n if u can bliff it.. as im typing dis.. dat person jus called mi... aniwaes yaa.. thanks for the past hmm.. 2 years of always giving mi a sense of security weneva u're ard.. n listening to mi n unds mi totally n thoroughly.. HAPPY VALENTINE(:

grace grace grace... u needa feel happy.. actly you are.. but sumtimes u're jus not as happy as u used to be...
im tinking of the beyond kids again.. i miss dem alot suddenly.. simplicity is the way to life sumtimes u noe.

n ya i noe u're trying to stop mi frm bringing miself down.. i see it n feel it(: xie le..

n thanks cephas n heng n nick n dis guy hu i dno his name for helping mi wif mi blocking of balls today... it felt shiok even if u dint realy performed well but at least u tried n more of such sessions will definitely help...
okay love is in the air.. once aagain.. happy valentines day teammates coaches frens teachers family(:
grace loves you truckloadssss